hold me closer tiny dancer....

today my littlest sister turned 12. (for those who dont know, i have two little sisters, one recently 15 and the other now 12.)

i can remember when i was 12. i remember thinking the boys in my class were so manly. i look at the boys in Danielle's class...they are so cute, small, etc. not manly. of course, looking at the boys i know, that are my age...well one day i'll laugh about them too...

hmmm

im in quite a good mood. Got some flowers the other day. flowers are nice...Iceland Poppies...VERY nice....

i made quite a number of people increadibly uncomfortable yesterday. i didnt mean to, and i had a great time, but i could tell everyone else wasnt feeling the love, and there was nothing i could do. it wasnt deliberate, not in the least...but it happened, and i feel really bad. all concerned assure me that they are over it, and that all first meetings are awkward, and that it was thier fault for not being quite as 'unawkward' as possible...but thats not the point. i still feel bad. ill get over it, and i will try my very hardest not to put people in that situation again...

but still, i had a great time. my other little sister, Jessica, My boy and my bud...i had a blast....

ummm, what else should i say?

um. i think thats about it.

dancing away

like nobody notices

spinning around

like nobody cares

eyes open, crying

arms open, waiting

lights on, burning

hold me closer tiny dancer....